Dah agak lama aku tak update blog aku. Takde citer & kering idea. Plus aku busy lak lately nih. Keje kat ofis bertimbung tambh lagi lak dengan assg, lecturer dh start bg. Ari ni aku terpanggil untuk menceritakan ttg bbrp pnglmn dlm tempoh aku tak aktif.
Mood: Touching & Feeling
Aku sebenarnye depression. Rasa cam meaningless. Nape ye aku rasa cmni? Aku rasa cam aku kehilangan sesuatu. Apart of da case aku broke up ngn ex aku tuh, xde lah rasa sangat meaningless tpi lately ni aku rasa cam ati aku ni ada hole besar.. Aku nak denied ngan wat mcm2. Family aku, uncle aku had adviced suruh aku focus study until finish. But at first aku ingt boleh je pegang prinsip tuh.. tpi on the other hand aku terpikir.. Life is short. Skrg aku dah 26, next year im going to 27.. even its just a number but still its disturbing my mind. Takkan aku nak membiarkan aje hati aku ni kosong. Even if aku achieve higher position in my life skali pun, tetap I feel nothing. Coz with whom I wanna share my successful? Of course I stil got my family, but I want somebody else. Someone dat I can lend the shoulder. Still far from that.
Ok, part touching & feeling dah abes.. Dah lega? Dah luahkan semua? Feel much better? Now. Change the topic.
Mood: Smiley
Perkara yang happy berlaku kat aku dis lately.. OMG, mcm takde aje.. Lau ade pun a day b4 puasa my boss took us to have a lunch at Kenny Rogger’s. Katanye management giving approval to have lunch with staff. The best part is trademark aku yg slalu mitak belanja makan kat Kenny Roger’s tlh menjadi kenyataan dat day.. So , kesimpulannya kwn2 koliq aku happily ever after (huh, cam fairytale story lak.. Tak logic dowh)
Nak attach pic utk m’gambarkn keriangn rasenya cam malas. Biarlah aku citer je lah. Tak baik menitiskan air liur org, apetah lagi di buln Ramadan Al-Mubarak ni. Masa tu aku bagaikan heroin yg dtg menyelamtkan rakyat jelata bila di KR (singkatn je lah ye). Dorg tanye aku cmner nk order. Ceh, rasa cam celebrity lak time tuh. Aku dgn down to earth nye men”explen” mcm ni mcm ni, mcm tu mcm tu. Baru lah dorg phm.. Bkn dorg tu batak tpi rmai yg xpnh msuk mkn kt KR. Aku mula2 pun batak gak dulu. Tpi luckily my best friend Anne showed me how to order. Tq Anne. Luv u so. Masa tuh Anne treated for my birthday. Aku suka sgt ngn macaroni cheese. So, delicious. Sdap pd pndngn rasa lidah aku. Lidah korg aku tak tau lah cmner lak.
Mood: Hot & Spicy
Tiba2 lak lecturer tak berapa nak approve aq nye research proposal.. Submission due date on 30th Aug 2010. Tpi idea kering. OMG, lau suicide isn’t a crime dah lame aq lompat anak tangga. But its true, kpala utak aq ni rasenye cam tak brp nak centre dah. Tpi, jgn cpt mngalah. Ko sure leh wat kan.. Aja-aja fighting. Spt kate ur lecturer Prof XYZ (aq lupa la name dia lak, siot tol aq) “U r a tough girl” Mmg la prof, aq ni mmg tough tpi aq bkn lah superman, aq juga bisa nangis.. huhuhu.. Keje2 kat ofis ngn assignment same naik berlumba nk bg otak aq masuk ICU krn high utilization. Ape yg aq mau ialah percutian kt Genting Highland naik roller coaster & aq nak jerit sampai rabak anak tekak. Agk2 bley tak? Tpi, aq nak gi ngn sape? Ni yg nk sedih alik ni.. Its ok, fariha. Hang on until da end of next year.. after dat, ko akn merdeka.. Dat time boleh claim sumer percutian yg aq miss disbbkn oleh study. Aq nk gi Korea, Rome, Jepun, Mekah gak lau ade bujet lebih wat haji terus.. Puas hati.. hehehe
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